Saturday, November 12, 2011

Complications?

Ugh! I think I might be getting an infection on top of all this. I have a slight fever and other issues that no one wants to hear about, trust me.  I thought my body could do this, I thought it could heal, without medical assistance.  This just proves that I am getting old and have issues!


Did I mention that before my miscarriage I was diagnose with lymes disease?  Oh, and did I also mention that before the lymes disease I was diagnosed with mono?  Lets see-that's a year and a half of mono (the tests kept coming back positive that the mono was still active, and I could feel it) and probably about a year of lymes (which I probably didn't catch early enough because I thought it was just my mono acting up).  So, that is Mono, lymes disease, miscarriage....It has been a tough 18 months. 

So no wonder my body can't heal right.  It is trying to fight off so much!  Plus I have five kids and a husband who has back issues.  No wonder, no wonder, no wonder, I am not well.  But guess what? I wouldn't change any of it for the world.

My God is an awesome God.  He give me the peace that passes all understanding through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior.  He gives me the grace and mercy to help me get though each day.  He gives me the strength that keeps me going.  He is my joy, my life, my Rock, and my salvation.

Philippians 4:6-8
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, the truth.  You don't have this peace?  You Don't understand it?  Then you need Christ-The End!


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